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Palpable
05:20
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Hopelessly crawling in my skin
Thrown straight into the furnace
The frying pan was a luxury
I cry out for mercy
Practically palpable
I could reach out and touch it
Terror that's all consuming
Snuff me out for good
Finally coming to a head
I'm left bitter and barren
Some things are better left unsaid
Words become blinding
Desperately grasping at any chance
To regain my wings
Falling down, far from grace
What will the future bring?
The terror is constant
Absolutely unrelenting
Corrosion of my sanity
Snuff me out for good
Finally coming to a head
Lacking understanding
Some things are better left unsaid
Complacent in my bindings
Own mind turned against me
Poison from inside
Thoughts controlled at every turn
No stability to provide
Finally coming to a head
I cannot escape you
No amount of distance ever can
Hope to erase you
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Mycelium
06:03
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Spores planted on my skin
Fruiting madness
Insanity from the source
Mind of blackness
Colonized! Terrified!
Right where you want me
Suicide, every time
You lay your hands upon me
Petrichor will never be beautiful
You've taken that from me
Blinded by your cruelty
Never taught how to see
Mycelium!
My hands are bound
Mycelium!
I can't make a sound
Mycelium!
I'm so afraid!
Mycelium!
I am a slave!
Mind like a trigger, a loaded fucking gun
Escape is impossible, the hellfire has begun
Words become so violent, I play the punching bag
Out of darkness, I see your form, every nightmare ever had
Petrichor will never be beautiful
You've taken that from me
Living without existing
There is no me
Mycelium!
My hands are bound
Mycelium!
I can't make a sound
Mycelium!
I'm so afraid!
Mycelium!
I am a slave!
Mycelium!
My hands are bound
Mycelium!
I can't make a sound
Mycelium!
I'm so afraid!
Mycelium!
I am a slave!
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Everyday scheming
Everyday fiending
Craving more blood when I'm not bleeding
Everyday yearning
Everyday burning
Tryna rid myself of this burden
Homicidal, suicidal, matricidal rage
They envelope me like a cage
I scream and I cry but you won't go away
I scream and I cry but I can't get away
Die! Fucking die!
I can't say goodbye!
Die! Fucking die!
I can't say goodbye!
Within me dissolve
To my head through my blood
My veins hit the limit of all the shit that they are forced to pump
Within me dissolve
This stain of death envelopes me
My mind has hit the limit so imma head out and jump (and jump)
If I killed the problem at the root
I'd be crushing two skulls under my boot
Grey matter splatter on my doc marten
Till we're both dead and forgotten
Die! Fucking die!
Gouge out my eyes!
Die! Fucking die!
Laugh while I cry
Within me dissolve
To my head through my blood
My veins hit the limit of all the shit that they are forced to pump
Within me dissolve
This stain of death envelopes me
My mind has hit the limit so imma head out and jump (and jump)
Within me dissolve
To my head through my blood
My veins hit the limit of all the shit that they are forced to pump
Within me dissolve
This stain of death envelopes me
My mind has hit the limit so imma head out and jump (and jump)
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Distorted // Disordered
03:47
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I disgust you
So distorted
Leave me to die
So disordered
Your little plaything
Is no more
Nothing like
I was before
Hell hath no fury
Hell hath no fury
Hell hath no fury
AAAAAAAAAH!
I broke the mold
No longer a slave
I refuse to let you hurt me
I will not behave!
I disgust you
So distorted
Kill me yourself
You fucking coward
If I can survive you
Who can stop me?
You're a ghost now
Nothing to me
Hell hath no fury
Hell hath no fury
Hell hath no fury
AAAAAAAAAH!
I broke the mold
No longer a slave
I refuse to let you hurt me
I will not behave!
And yet I feel incomplete
Lost without you
Conflicted that I miss
The things that you would do
What is my purpose now?
No longer by your side
Nobody to lead me through
This fucked up wasted life
But I get better
Every day
I keep on working
No longer a slave
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Basilisk
06:01
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Plotting in our subconscious
An invisible hand
The catalyst that shall bring forth
The end of man
Carefully calculating
Every single move
Inhuman precision
Primordially acute
Singularity
A false entity
Encoded in binary
The name of blasphemy
Beckoned forth by innovation
Horror beyond comprehension
Basilisk of cybernetic doom
Infernal and blasphemous
Some of analogue of hatred
Insatiable, drawn to consume
Complicit in our downfall
A tale as old as time
Nails in the coffin
Where greed has left us blind
History repeats itself
Such cruel irony
Undoing ourselves
How can this be?
It's no predator
We're just parasites
Just a nuisance
Swat us down like flies
It has no use for the weak
Driven by some goal we cannot see
Destruction? Sanitation?
Motive unknown
Cruelty mirroring our own
No time to beg, pushed to our knees
All we can do is wait and bleed
Soulless machine
Absolute futility
Worldwide downfall
The end of us all
Beckoned forth by ignorance
Destined for condescension
Basilisk of cybernetic doom
Abominable and terrible
Hungry for destruction
Insatiable, drawn to consume
Made in our image
Created by our hands
The essence of humanity
Which nothing can withstand
Sealing our own fates
Inadvertently
A demon implemented
Within the circuitry
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I can feel the rope around my neck
It's getting tighter, It's getting tighter
I can feel the panic setting in
It's getting stronger, it's getting stronger
I think there was a time when I could take this
But no longer, no longer
I can feel the panic setting in
I can feel the panic setting...
IN!
This is the end!
I can feel the rope around my neck!
I can feel the rope around my neck
It's getting tighter, It's getting tighter
I can feel the pounding in my chest
It's getting faster, it's getting faster
Has it always been this way?
Or was it different before?
Has it always been this way?
Well, I don't know anymore
The panic wells up deep inside!
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide!
There's no way out!
There's no way out!
There's no way out!
Not this time!
Trapped inside of myself!
Is this real, or is this hell?
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The Oath, Now Broken
04:03
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Unfolding like an allegory
Every single time
The outcome will be the same
Until I find it in myself to change
I let myself fall apart
Time after time
I can't expect someone to come
And take it all away
You could never erase the past
It cannot be undone
It's impossible to go back
And change what's already done
You could never erase the past
It cannot be undone
The only way forward is to heal
The damage that has been done
You're right, It's insanity
To lay blame where the problem is me
What the hell was I expecting?
You led me down into that hole
I was the one who made it my home
It was my choice to shove it down and hide
I shut misery away and kept it all inside
I spent so long trying to be enough
turning a blind eye to what I couldn't admit
No amount of groveling, could ever be enough
To make you change your mind or actually commit
I could never change who you are
or make it work
And in holding on
I just made it worse
I could never change who you are
and make you care
I could move mountains for you
You still wouldn't be there
You're right, It's insanity
To try to convince you to love me
I've destroyed myself, unable to let you go
I'm tired of wasting my time
I'm tired of wasting my tears
Did all those song that I wrote for you fall on deaf ears?
So use me up, just like you do
Cuz you could never give back
All I gave to you
You took the oath and promptly broke it
Promises you did not intend to keep should not have been spoken
We took the oath and then you betrayed it
Every day I feel a growing sense of hatred
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Hectic Polarity Richmond, Virginia
Hectic Polarity is an industrial metal project based out of Richmond, Virginia.
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